IT IS JUST ME
truly understand the way things are now
HI to all now look since this is my first post let me tell you, wow what a long time I have been down out confused, and disgusted I am over the top overreacting, or just a girl we all get over after they get under.
I always have played hard to get only because at some point I knew my worth but rarely was not taught about it but I knew that feeling guts feeling, they say it is your guts yup that’s it right there, I always had a problem trusting in everyone only because I knew that we all have secretes things we have done, proud moments and not so proud times, but if you are someone like me secrets are the personalities of who makes us the US. they can define you or shame you only if you let it it could eat at your soul if allowing it.
I did for almost all my years and being how old I am now
it won’t change a person but I can change me, my preference will always change but that’s because we grow and adapt time like now being in covid with who I always wished if ever there was like a world-ending thing I would run to the one who I thought I truly loved just to spend my last dying days with them and mines
these covid times make me see that even when you do have that one you THINK you honestly LOVE are you the one for them OR just a comfort front door mat they walk all over?
my mind is straight but my heart is all tangled my cells are indeed for repair from the damage of smoking and drinking, my body needs good healthy food and my ears need words to keep on learning life as we all are still adapting too, for now, that’s me I’m out to love you long time self-love.